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Joyce Greets! 21.
BeauTy Queens, BimBo Gang and Eugene's gal =).

WISHLIST:

NEEDS

Complete UNI year 1 Sem 1 with flying colours
Complete UNI year 1 Sem 2 with flying colours
Complete UNI year 2 Sem 1 with flying colours
Complete UNI year 2 Sem 2 with flying colours
Complete UNI year 3 Sem 1 with flying colours
Complete UNI year 3 Sem 2 with flying colours
Save Money
To slim down

WANS

Earphone
ipod shuffle
Canon/Sony Camera
KTV Stereo System
Gucci tote bag
Trip with Queens in 2010
Getaway with Boy in 2010
Bring my family overseas by 2012
Complete ny degree
Career advancement



Wednesday, January 06, 2010
Down

Perspiration and tears indeed makes u feel lighter after a run..

Sink into heavy step when its back to facing the reality..But on a lighter note, dun the toughest moment still get past???
Time stops for no one..and that is the same theory to cheer u a little when u are feeling down...

It will be over soon, doesnt it???

I really wished my eyes were playin on me...so i can lean on u and cry like no body's business...but fcuk its not...my lens are still on..hahaha

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Thursday, December 31, 2009
Happy 2010

5...4....3....2...1..

Happy New Year. =)

New year eve's didnt work out...What's done cannot be undone...

My 2010 resolution will be - i will be doing it for myself.

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009
End of 2009

Can you believe it?

Its just a couple of hours to the end of 2009.
This year is a quick year, faster that i have ever expected. A year of choice, decision, shouldering of responsibilities, time management. It aint easy at all.

Career

Luck was on my side when i came into my company. Was given alot of encouragements and help for the past year by my lucky stars. They showed me the way out when i am confused and sheltered me from lotsa possibilities of getting hurt. I am really very appreciative of them. Being a colleague and also a fren.
All i noe is that this is a place i know i will look forward to every Monday =)


Studies

Initially i thought poly studies will be a full stop to my journey in education. After considering the practicallity the realistic truth in the society, i took up a part time degree with UNISIM. This 3+ years course is really a tough journey. Having to cope with the tiredness, finance and workload. But this is my choice. I will have to do it to my best.
Sem 1 was unexpectedly rushed and tedious. However, i did myself proud. 3 As and 1 Bs..
A pat on my shoulder. Not to mention i really met some nice groupmates in school, very interesting ones and i am really glad i've them and of course they picking me...Anna, Yusri, Huimin, Aihua and Ken. credits to you peeps
I really hope that the year ahead would be an eased one.. and i am not going to disappoint myself..

Relationship

Still as close to my Queens, they are always my pillar of support when i am down. Constantly reminding i am being loved and my presence in this world is significant because of them.
Mediators when i am in dilemma when it comes to relationship problems, being very good *teachers* when it comes to school work, awesome companies when i am alone and just nee4d someone there and never fail to lend me the listening ear that i ever needed.
I love them. <3

Bims.. Haha...my cranky gang that i met up once in a blue moon. Nv fail to entice me of the happenings in their life once in a while and we love it when we do crazy things tgt. This really makes me anticipate for more of them. They really dfid made a diiference in my life.

Eugene. my potato.
This year marked our 2nd year tgt. Not easy i can say but seriously i felt the the changes and effort put in.
He have been there in my life and a part of me that can nv be replaced. Having him with me makes me feel a whole. I cant imagine myself without him. Its like limbless feel...hahahah....
Working out things tgt aint easy. There are certainly things that he does that really touches me and makes me feel i'm glad i have him. Not to mention, there's times that pulls me down to a endless pithole that makes me wonder if i had the ability to hang on.
And thank god i did.
The most precious thing i got from him this year was when i asked him if there is a time that i am facing a choice and lost my directions will he hold me back. His ans was: I will hold u back now le... cos i cant imagine without u my dear..

Thank you baby, u assured me
His reply that i was right all from the start. love u and hope you will hold my hand and walk down this road towards the future of both of us.


Family

I have a new member in my family. Colgate...
Hahah...He made the family bond a little closer. Naughty one which timely turns the house upside down. Esp getting on my mum's nerve when his Pee nature calls...
He's going a year in a couple of days, our Jan Baby
Financially, my family is not doing very well..often get very stressed when it comes to this. But i still try to give all i can and u can nv fail hearing laughters and joy even though we are so called *broke ...lol
However, i feel that its time..to shoulder on responsibilities and learn to be strong.
Nothing beats kinship bond. Sometimes i do regret throwing my temper at them, blaming them for things that are not within their control, and having them to swollow the accusation just to make me feel better.

I am sorry mummy, papa, kor kor. I love u guys the most.. Really... I would give all to see each and every one of you happy. Thanks for doting me and showering me all the love i can ever have, finding solutions and way out for me when i am cornered to my limits.
Thanks for everylittle thing.. My aim of the year is to provide you all with more and not being so spoilt, Love u guys!

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Christmas Updates & Lala Queen's birthday celebration

Christmas Updates & Lala Queen's birthday celebration
It was a truly packed and eventful week.
24th Dec was nicely spent with my gals playing Deal and Sequence at Sayang's place..had serious fun...especially laughing at Jorine's innocence in mindset and Luijing's persistence in her own way of gaming...
25th Dec was spent with my dearest. We tried a few new things...Whoops...Had Sarpino's pizza for the first time...It was good...And we promised each other to watch our diest * which is such a difficult stuff for me...=X
26th Dec was a long Saturday.
Dearest and i went to school to pay for the hefty sum of fees =(
And i dunno y he was so sweet to offer to pick my queens to Tiong Bahru for Ah Chang's porridge. I was craving so much for it.
Called Hazel and Min and HeiHei directed us there...
Whooo...i love him <3
Aftermath, he sent us all home and i hit the hay to prepare for Alice's 21st birthday celebration!!
Hitched Hazel's car in the evening after her picking up the cake from Choc a Bloc.
Introduced Paul to all of us and we headed to the Korean Restaurant!!!!!!! Whooo...it was great...i am so going to bring my boy there soon soon!!!
After math we headed to timbre for our celebration and Christmas Gift Xchange.
It was so much well spent!!!!!!

28Dec was well spent with Dear Dear. Argh...i a had cravings for KFC and yes we went =X accompanied boy to NTUC to get essentials for his healthy meal and yup i bought bmummy some real expensive cosmetics and face care...wells....glad she liked them..

P.S: I am gonna upload pics via photoscape....the blogger loading is hella slow...

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Saturday, December 19, 2009
December 20th

=)
I'm back!!!!!!!!

Got my results and its 1 B+, 2 A- and 1 A

Phew...Boy is in camp for commissioning parade today..so i am here blogging till its time to meet Low for dinner.

=) u noe wat...Boy finally got me a camera that i wanted since aeons ago for Christmas...Know its a huge slice of meat from his heart to part from his money but he did!!!!!!!!!





Got a PURPLE Canon Ixus 200IS =)

He is really sweet these couple of days...things he said, like the other day when i said thank you for the camera, he replied as long as he can give he will try to give =o

You noe...sometimes when i casually asked him what we do if i went off with another guy? He will always reply he will not hold on cos my heart is no longer with him...But on the 17th Dec, he replied me :" i will hold u back nw le, becoz i cant imagine without u my dear.

BTW we just passed 2 years 4 months on the 18th of Dec 2009, time passed fast yeah?

I was seriously very touched and moved for his words....Never was i so sure of his love for me..

The new toy can really take some real mouth watering looking pictures of FOOODDD!!!!!!!!!!!

Just some random day on the 17th Dec , Thurs. Ceci texted me for dinner...and yeah i liked the crappy session when she poured wverything which happened in couple of months to me in like 2 hours!??? She's so cute...so funny....Its good to just have dinner and do some catching up with your frens...i like tat!



Wednesday, December 09, 2009
His 42.5 KM Run

This weekend was a great couple of days.

I was having a HEAVY flow that Monday. Uber emotional.
Boy met me on Friday at my place and claimed that when my aunt visits i am extremely emotional and violent
.
i didnt really like the description and seriously from the bottom of my heart didnt want to see him on Saturday.

SATURDAY 5TH DEC
But for some weird reason, he came down. While, probably becos he felt my *i dun wanna meet u* was an ironic threat.
Kor wanted a dinner out becos he has cleared his leave and will be heading back to office next week. So we sent Colgate to the Pet kennel for trimming and headed off to Ding Tai Feng.
Dad's treat.
Colgate is a handsome little boy when we retrieved him...hahah...he is not fat la...so tiny when we got him back.
Won him twice in Deal. Haha...i tot was becos i came red..

SUNDAY 6TH DEC
Boy signed up for the full marathon of 42.5KM run with Standard Chartered. So he woke up at dawn? 3am? and headed out for his run.

Initially i texted him the night before whether he really wanted me to go down to *support him after his run. I thought maybe it was not a need becos he maybe too tired to entertain me and rather after he wash up he would probably be ending up sleeping at my place with me surfing the net.
He didnt reply my text so i went to sleep thinking he would reply similarly and that i wouldnt have to wake up early that morning.

It was around 8am when i randomly check my cellphone and was "awakened" by his , Yes i want you to be there, Muacks.

Oopsie, misforeseen. Lol.
Washed up and dragged myself to the Padang as he anticipated his run to end 10.30am. I reached 10am.
And waited aimlessly for 2 hours before boy contacted me.

Sweet one actually put the encouragement words as " FOR JOYCE"
I was really very gay! little deers bumping in my heart...hahhahahahaha....Very sweet indeed to wear that for a 6 hours run...hahahah...
*smittened. Yes i am. For the love gesture you did specially for me.. I was thinking lucky i went if not he would be disappointed cos i wont see his back tag..hahahah..
He said he was okay and would ask them to take a picture.

Alright,i promise a 5 km with him next year. No way for 10km lol!!!!!

oh it was really an EVENTFUL DAY!!!!


After sending Andrew back, drove back to my place for him to wash up and call for lunch/dinner???
On our way back, we shared a DIRTY LITTLE SECRET!!!!!! lol...i thought it was his *dirty little secret though...hahahahha...
It was so so hilarious, awkward, dangerous and once in a life time experience for him i think...
Seriously i think he should appreciate me for being so nice to render help at such *emergency situation...hahahahah...

Eugene, dun bully me ar...if not i might *accidentally let the cat out of the bag..

Wells....so anticipating for next weekend when boy's bringing me out for Dim sum and Jap buffet !! Yeah!!!
And i'm coming back for work on the Sat.

Following week will be KTV and meeting of gay friend AND RESULTS RELEASE!!!! mamama godness!!!!!!!

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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Husky Hike 2009

=) i am having a thick wholemeal sandwich for lunch today!!! hahha...And of course, an apple, and a kiddy pack milo...

i am craving for popeye's mash potato after work...hahahah..

Wells... like i said..alot of things happened earlier...i will *try to keep this as updated as possible..

BF and i went for a hiking trip at Mount Faber on the 21st of November (the day after my papers) for my company's hike. We have really gorgeous pictures taken by Reb, Dante, Kumar and Song Ran..
*hahah i really dunno wats wrong with me when he shot the photo hahahhaha...
Credits to Dante for the above shots...=D

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Exams are finally over...7 days of AL, 3 papers, extreme mugging on irregular hours...The feeling of being a student came back...I havent been blogging much lately...and i have so much so much to keep it updated..

Theres like gfs meet up, Family dinner, Mummy's performance, Best fren - Low's birthday celebration etc going on in late October and November 09
I will have to put the others in other postings..

This is a casual dinner at Ajisan with boy...i felt it is too pricey for their food....hmmmm....for wat we had...not worth...And also the love noodle from him before our revison lecture 201 which gave me a really bad reputation aftermath...lol Ajisan dinner~Yes we ordered extra prawn mayo ala carte~My dear=)
Me in a mess..Paiku Ramen's back!Not to mention i have some ample time spent with my family as well...
Once in a rare moon...We decided to hit Ding Tai Feng for a family dinner...It was like since dunno how many years since we really had a decent family get together meal with all of us present...
Some night before, Mummy had a performance i think its the 31st October when Dear joined us...
My Bf had a great time laughing and Yeah we had the infamous salted egg crab at dunno wats the place again...
Oh we have been having really great meals...now u noe why i am so broke even without shopping? Cos all goes into the mouth lol

There u have on the 30th Oct, Friday. i received a huge bouquet of sunnies at office...i was pretty much occupied with work to realise wat was going on!!!!!! wElls thank Evil for the lovely bouquest...its so so so nice of you!!!!!! hearts....
Next up is dinner with 2 of my Queens after Huimin's paper...Havent seen her for aeons...missed my gal- Huimin...

Well i have been seeing Hazel all the time and she clained she's sick of me as well...Bud i still miss hazel cos haven really catch up with her after her trip back from HOng Kong iol..

We hitch a huge feast at Ding Tai Feng...*i nv fail to love the sour spicy soup! its a must have!
The food orgasm look! stupid them make me look so stupid when they smile do gently

Oh the seafood pancake was good! do give it a try!!
Low's birthday celebration 2009- 07/11/09
It was supposed to be my mugging period and in other to compromise, he came down to Tampines this time round to meet up with me rather than his fav Vivo city and Marina Square..
We had a platter for 2 set- I loved the soup i swear...and for some reason...we cannot finish at all...i was still assuring him we could becos BF and i always complete the set effortless...but that night...i was literally stuffing myself and i complained to BF a couple of days later and he sarcastically said that i always fought with him when we had platter for 2...We nv had enough...yeah la yeah la stupid boy...
Even after a neck brim dinner, i gt him a cake as it was his actual day...in his fav flavour, and tat night he had greeen tea cake with his green tea frappe...Catch up quite abit and yeah...i hope he enjoyed himself lotsa =)HIs Watch!
Me and my dearest mugging

And this is our exam mugging must haves- choc, deal, chips, Rebena and Him lol


Sunday, November 15, 2009
1st Semester paper- UNISIM

OOps...missing in action yeah??

I am aware..i took 7 days AL for the exams...AWwww....heart pain....

This will be mugging time....argh...Financial accounting is down...and i am sure i could really score cos i didnt have enough time....
Deardear came by a couple of days to do some studying tgt...hahahah..it was nice la...but we didnt really study ba...as in detailed study....i love the breaks that we indulge in *DEAL*...- a monopoly card game....requires abit of brain cells though
Yes, like i have mentioned to u...u just have the *X factor that just simply by seeing you...it'll make me smile at times....=D
He was nice....i saw a ring that i like and made him buy for me....hahahahahah....and it was a sweet yes=D *jumps jumps...Not to mention...he got our ring on the 10th Nov....as he had promised to get it once a year...this year its engraved 18-08-09 Joyce We've got our third ring..thanks baby...I cant wait for our paper to be done with...seriously...then its the month of season's greetings <3

Tuesday, November 03, 2009
LIFE

Life is vulnerable aint it?
In the mean time you are healthy and fit, the next moment you could have already ended it with a full stop unknowingly.

Taking people, taking things for granted.
Remorsing and regretting after you've lost it.


This is how ironic life is.
I onli noe that, the heart piercing pain to go through, is not the pain for the person gone.
It is definitely the torture being left behind to the ones who loved


I'm a very lucky individual. Being loved, pampered and cared.
But i am selfish, i am fragile, if there is a need, i would rather die in place of the person i truly love..for i am sure that i will not be able to take the impact of my dear who have to leave before me...

Wells...i'm fine...nothing's wrong, just happen to be thinking about the value of life. =)
Treasure the ppl around you alright =)

Monday, October 19, 2009
Deepavali long weekend

Aww...my leg is aching and heels are pinching pain X(
True enough..charles and keith's shoes are not wearable unless it tastes ur blood..lol...Ai Mei lor ytd...=_='''
Nw i noe...nv to wear heels after a strenous run the day before...u'll walk like a duck at the end of the day lol..or as if you were being raped...hahahahah...
Went Kallang ytd evening...picked up some stuff for boss..
I had salad from subway...its more ex den a bread!ok la...its all lettuce at the bottom...hahahah...at least i feel less sinful...whahahah
gonna be so dead this week being outstation for seminars. Will onli be in office like a day????
My heel is so gonna tear =(
hmmmm i wanna catch My sister's keeper...*pouts...anyone keen??? sms me ok!
*think i wasted a day today...wellss..i will start studying at 11pm....not in the mood with books

Saturday, October 17, 2009
October update- Twins, Sayang birthday

=) Updates!
Now you noe y I am not updating?? cos every event has so many pictures to load!!!!! Its not easy to upload 5 pics by 5 each time on blogger alright. So pls understand…Sayang’s celebration on the 3rd will be put at the back cos I really cant arrange it after uploading it will most prob take another hour or so….pictures for Oct not in sequence of the date/.

I realized a point. I need to bog to update myself and for my memories…
Sep-Oct 09 events.

11th Sep 2009
Daphane jie’s wedding at The Art’s house.
It was touching, when they solemnized. I told Trent to treat her good. For the first time we were a little closer. I wished her Xin fu.

5th Oct
Mon was out for project meet up with SC and Ken. I can conclude that Ken is a really nice guy.
Missed the KTV session and was niam-ed* by Kah Woon aftermath when I met up with the others for dinner.
We had a hearty meal.

7th Oct 2009.

It was a Wednesday. Due to the hectic schedules of individuals, Twin’s birthday was not celebrated this year.
Of cos, I really take Queen’s birthday quite seriously. Esp Twins, Xm being one of my bestest who spent more than 12 years tgt, I really want them to feel they are rmbed..

So I pacupped with Hazel and decided to give them a surprise visit to their home during my lunch. It was a nice rushed lunch. But I am glad when I see those smiles and when they this little effort made their birthday really feel like one.
*dun mention, it’s our pleasure =)

Well...i was there...i missed out my picture posting...post on next entry..dun wanna mess up

5th Oct

Mon was out for project meet up with SC and Ken. I can conclude that Ken is a really nice guy.Missed the KTV session and was niam-ed* by Kah Woon aftermath when I met up with the others for dinner.We had a hearty meal.
Bought a small cake for Xm becos its her birthda 2 days later...i smashed the cake on the floor tho....lol...but i did compensate on her actual day with a nice one from Four Leaves lol

see the amount of food we devoured????
Shots for remembrance!!!!!!!!ok i will upload some missing ones another day lols.
Ok SAYANG'S 21st!!!!!!!!
3rd Oct 2009
Jorine's birthday celebration- 3rd of Oct 2009.
It was a pre birthday celebration. Sayang flew back on the 30th Sep and we scheduled meet ups, gals talk, lunches, TOOK OFFs. Esp for this gal. My Love.I took half day off on a Thurs cancelled my tuition and headed off to Hong Xing Restaurant for Sayang's anticipated dim sum.
It was Aunty Jenny's treat. I think i am pretty well like by Aunties. lol. Not onli aunties la..
Lol.
The birthday theme for the very day was Nature. Gals to be in floral and guys to be in green (i was telling sayang there are no grass prints clothes in the market for men =_='')
Headed to the chalet after class. Headed to Ion and Twins went for their hairdo- which made my day very bad for the 3 hour wait. Met up with min and Eugene and we waited for Hazel to pick us up while sharing Jokes. Got a flower band just to match her theme. I think Sayang enjoyed herself a lot tat day..didnt stay back real late as I was seriously tired after a few straight days of classes, preparations and meet ups.. I was totally knocked out as soon as I was back.
Let the pictures do the talking den.
At Mac while waiting for Hei hei to pick us up!
random shot that day...i like this pic of him tho.
Oops..oso random shots the night she came back...30tha nd 1st....Colgate loves her la! Colgate looks a little sei in the pic lol....
Her 21st celebration My art piece!her 21 roses from her parentsFood!
Cake! Eugene! Queens!The prank!see his unwilling face....ok la....forgive him...lolWhoo...sexy figure...XM look so diff that night
Nice one
Ok...it was just nice Aunty Jenny's Lunar chinese birthday tat day...so Hazel, Twins and i got her flower! Lovely mother daughterSexy guys lol

Ok shots from my camera....looks clearer rite...i think its sayang's camera mode that evening
The food is really nice that evening....i love the fried mee siam! Whoos!checking out her cake!
10th Oct 2009
Supposed to meet Eugene at his place. Did abit of things here and there and cabbed down.
He mentioned that it was a gathering dinner…at 5plus…and I was late.
It was a last min noticed. I wasn’t much in good mood that early evening. Did my Qm project and we headed off to airport to send his frens off and also to take his fren’s car for 3 weeks.

11th Oct 2009

Main task tat day was to get Colgate groomed. So we headed off to Pasir Ris to get my little one settled. After tat my handsome puppy was sent home and we headed to Beach Road to get his new fishing rod for the trip.
Was pondering where shd we take dinner. I asked him to surprise me…and luckily..like I always told myself never to expect too much. He drove to Ang Mo Kio…and yup…Arnold’s chicken la…lol…
15th Oct 2009

He picked me up from work.
We had an argument. Should I say its a really disappointment at my end.


Friday, October 16, 2009

Taking the thoughts he wont come by. Maybe only when he knew things really screwed up?
Decided to share this. I happened to chance upon an article unfortunately when i feel its not the appropriate timing.

7 signs you're dating down.


1) He doesnt broaden your horizons.
When you are the one who chooses the restaurants, plan your datesand logistics etc.
A partner who well suited to you will open up your mind to things you've never been exposed to you. Remember, you're his girlfren, not his assistant or mentor.
( i'm neutral on this )

2) Your frens dun like him.

If a pal suggests that perhaps you both arent set to be in this century's Romeo and Juliet, the reservations of your beau are probably justifiable.
( I thought things are getting real better here. Time helps in justifying. True Frens believes in what i believe. )

3) He puts you down.
Nothing is an inexcusable as a man insulting your looks, taste and any other of you brilliance that makes you you. A major part of a relationship is accepting the person-neuroses, idiosyncrasies and all.
He is being insensative and downright nasty.
( Sometimes he really makes me feel down with his words, a little inferior )

4) He doesnt keep his word.
Word is bond.
Any guys that can't keep big promises is just trying to see how much they can get away with. It signals lack of thoughtfulness for your feelings and an trustworthy personality- not for someone your mum would approve of.
( He never take details. I forgotten the meaning of promise. )

5)You're embarrassed to introduce him.
The idea of introducing him to your friends or parents make you cringe.There's one element of him which you dun respect and it makes you feel that being with him reflects badly on him
If you cant visualise the both of you being a couple, no amount of sex chemistry is going to keep the relationship strong.
( Maybe initially when i agreed on a date i was unsure, but when we were tgt he is always my pride, my proud. My choice.)

6) He doesnt make you smile.
In the first stages of love, drama can be incredibly intoxicating.
But after awhile, it can get tiresome and you'll both be struck with who you really are.
If he cant make you giggle so hard you feel like you've done a good half hour of core-strenghtening excercise, it'll be next to impossible to keep your original love spark alive.
( Gives me a sour feeling. I fell in love with his smile. But i seldom see that anymore. Maybe when he is playing with Colgate, but it made me wonder, do you feel happy and looked forward to see me, to be with me? or am i here becos i am part of your rountine life now?
I recalled and reminisced the smiles we had. The smiles which brough both of us tgt. I missed.


7) You make excuses for him.
if you're constantly having to justify behavior to your frens or worse stiill, to yourself there's something seriously wrong with this relationship.
A worthwhile guy doesnt need you to make excuses for him for what he does, because when he screws up, he's man enough to realise it and make amends himself. (
( I shant comment. A neutral party sees this more clearly. Maybe to him i am not perfect either, but i have tried my best to be understanding but certain things just cant be tolerated. )

This demoralises me. I really dunno what will come of this relationship.I find it very hard to convince myself
I can conclude that this is a place for my relieve of emotions.

Sunday, September 27, 2009
26th-28th Sep

I think this diary should be updated once every weekend due the the lined up dues...

=) online quizs, reports and submissions are time threathening..

We had a Husky Bowlleton on Thurs , 24th Sep. Rushed to class aftermath for Quantitative Method and the group forming was hilarious and scheming...I poached 2 clever peeps and yeah...This adds on to the stress level...
Managerial accounting was not bad too cos the 2 guys i assumed to be unproductivce handed in their work!!!!!!! i didnt do anything yet tho! hahahah

It was a relief on Friday! headed off to Mad Jacks with XM's colleague...hahaha...
And it was past midnite when we drove back...

My boy was pretty much moody on Sat when we met...i anticpated but it was rather disappointing... i tot it was due to his duty the nite before...He was just tired...=(
Wanted to go Ikea to get a table lamp for my studying...i think i somewat forced him there....=X

Got a table lamp!!!!!!!!!!!!
And we found a wallet...hahaha....wanted to return BUT, there wasnt any identification cards available...so yup...sorry bout the cash!
It was a student ... a gamer i conclude... hmmmmm hahahahahah....

Boy was much better when he slept through abit in the evening... =) I found out he hated the chinese dates wined chicken...i loved it thou ...hahahah

Sunday was good...Hong Kong Cafe with mummy at the airport and down to town to meet my Boy~!
He was very nice today! accompanied me to shop for clothes, shoes and lingeries...hahahahahah
Got all the presents for Sayang!!!!!!!!!!!! AND I AM SO SATISFIED with the buys...overbudget again! but hmmm...for my blur queen...i'll eat less this month....hahahah...
I got myself a pretty pair of shoe same =) iLOVE!!! and 10 panties from Hush Puppies....hees....such loves......
We walked into the sex shop together...and even discussion and talked bout the things there....hahahaha......Grabbed something off the shelve....OOOOOOOOOOOHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh no....not for me =)
ANd i realised the *toy Jaren got for my bdae should be pretty ex....hmmmm...

Boy sedate my craving by bringing me for steamboat at Bugis...Loves~ nice... he was evil and cruel to say evil things to me....hmmpf...i promise i'll keep the promise...i mean watching the diet =)

I love today~! very much becos i feel happy with his company =)
Thank you Eugene... For the things u did today!

Sunday, September 20, 2009
A Sunday with BFF

SUNDAY 20th Sep..

Exeptionally, this Sunday wasnt spent with him...
Feelings was complexed, i get drifted off several moments at times...not understanding the reason...

Blogging is an avenue of release to me...
It is a tool to make me noticed at times...i feel that sometimes this space is needed to make me express wat i am cooped up with.

Planned for a shopping day with my BFF.. We met at 4pm due to her family commitment earlier and hit town aftermath.
I am greatly amused about the road system in SIngapore...so complex yet so vunerable..
Shopping wasnt very fruitful...i wanted to splurge abit but nothing caught my eye...i wasnt that spendthrift like i used to...Seldom spend on myself (wells leaving the expenses on food aside tho)

Hei HEi got herself a denim skirt again =)
Well i got mummy a tshirt she asked for...
Myself?? i got a jacket i chanced upon... hmmmm it was an impulse i noe...i tot spending could lift my mood a little....

Feeling abit down today...PMS? nope...just thought and trying to define what a person am i???
As a daughter, a sister, A GIRLFREN, a fren.
Visuals for the day....yes my hei hei slimmed down again...pardon my chubbiness..=D

Fell in love with Salad...=)


SEP 2009

SEPTEMBER 2009
1st Sept- 19th Sept


I am aware that i haven been posting much!!!
Esp Visuals...sometimes i'm just lazy...so i choose either to have it in facebook, or here...
Dun like to do double postings....

Wells...i decided to do a general updating for the 2 weeks of Sep 09...how i have spent it, major events and the lovelies who made my days lovely...
*the sequence order does not define the importance and priority standing

BOYFRIEND- Eugene.
We have officially been tgt for more than 2 years...Time flies aint it.
September marks the month of our 25monthsary (which is 2 years 1 month in precise)
I've thought through alot all these while....for him the amount of tears i've shed, the amount of effort i put in, the giving ins, the arguments, his thoughtfulness, his sweet acts, his changes for me, the things he willing to do, things he assured and promises, his love...
ALOT....but i still have but...i still have questions...i still have things that makes me ponder...
He's my heart desire, my channel of smiles...i do enjoy every moments with him BUT i dun feel confident at times...

This month had been an hectic month too...we sun meet tat often on weekends, due to our individual commitments, school, his work, my gatherings, his fren's party, my outings...

But i dun deny that i looked forward to seeing him every weekend...this nv fails...this burning passion for him nv seem to extinguish...And i really do appreciate every decision of his to come down for me even though the rains makes him lazy, work makes him tired, school keeps him occupied...I noe, and i am aware. Thanks Dear Dear..

This is one fine evening when boy came over to film his ECA for his Stats proj, we had hella fun laughing off our ass during the recording. HE left his shirt and tie at my place and i decided to try out his shirt size the night after when i tidied the laundry. LOL...

I find i do look a little sexy...lol

One weekend we decided to release the kite in the air! so....i went down to his place and we tried to fly A KITE....
Wells it was bad...the kite didnt stay in the air for more than 10 mins...we are lousy we admit...
That afternoon i was a little paranoid. But he was sweet enough to assure me...=) HE looks blurred too...but went on with his street fighter youtube aftermath which really did annoyed the panicky me...
Did some read ups and reassured myself=)
Headed to Comex 2009 in the night...he got his streetfighter joy stick finally...i lugged a cheap iphone pouch and a laptop cooler home!
AFter that day, i realised that i really couldnt click much with his family...
Her mum says my FBT shorts is too short to wear out ( was supposed to be for flying a kite downstairs). And her custom is women shorts cannot be washed in a washing machine...( may bring bad luck to the guys at home)
I was totally stunned...LIKE INSTANTLY...sorry i throw everything in the washing machine- tat is the reason of its existance...i understand and i wash my lingerines separately...but i really dun think i can accept the fact that i have to wash all my clothes separately in future...
RELATIVES
11th Sep 2009
Sin Wedding ~Trent and Daphane

I decided to skip the impt class for couzzies wedding (yeah now i am in total no clue of this module after attending the second seminar)

But, i was glad i made it....i was touched and teared when she mentioned my granny...i was moved by their love for each other...

IT made me wonder...how strong is thier love to walk through a marriage?

HOW MUCH does my boy loves me and is willing to do for me?

In a nutshell...i enjoyed myself...esop with my little cousin Mandy. She looks like a lady that evenin...Blooming at her age...

Mummy+Joyjoy+Colgate...=)

FAMILY
Sep marks the month my beloved bro turning 23. HOW FAST.
Not to mention 2 of my lovelies- HAzel and AmY's birthda( which i decide to update on separate entries due to photo QTY)
Mummy decided to head for Bedok's claypot dinner...with Eugene this year round though..it was a hearty meal...i love it....=) BUt...i burned my pinkie while trying to shift the pots...I hoped my dear brother will stay happy and I DO LOVE HIM =)
PS: kor, thanks for doting on me so much=) i can sense it...i noe it although i hate u at times lol...

COLLEAGUES.
Work was nv bored with all the loves around...i feel pampered and cared for with this team/
Endless choc treats beside my desk, non ocassional dep meals, funs, laughters and sarcasm...it makes me look forward for work u noe..
This was one lunch session when our dear Jessica turned 19 =)Mooncake harvesting after work with my HR team =) My fav babe at work...Hearts her...loads... My other love...see her smile....??? so cute!!!
Gifts from George...it symbolizes the 4 of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahahah....

i am aware that the shield me from matters at work, tries to help me and teach me lots of things...i am glad i am with my company...for all the people and all the genuines. =)
*i'll try to update more often ok ???

Monday, September 14, 2009
13th Sep 2009-

I'm back...after like so long i noe...

Am blogging on m bed...y? i got my new lappy..Acer aspire timeline AS3810T.
Dear sponsored partial for my 21st gift and our 2nd year anniversary..

Went down to Eugene's place for kite flying and Comex aftermath to get the joystick for his Playstation.
We played and er.. yeah... i was shocked...
We were really bad with the Kite flying...We gave up in the end blaming the wind...

Den bused down to Suntec..Got myself a cooler pad and a new iphone pouch..Shared abit for Dear's joystick and waited for Min off work...

Hmmm...attended Daphane Jie's wedding on Fri...Was good....Hmmm...
i just hope its really a false alarm..

Wednesday, September 02, 2009
The Sweet Gesture 020909-11.19am

I'm on clouds nine...smiling from eye to eye..=)

for once, a nice sweet surprise to drop by to accompany me for lunch this afternoon was one of the sweetest thing he has ever done...
alright...fine...its the first time...ever...Aaaaaaaawwwwwww....


But i nv ever thought he would, to make a trip down from Jurong camp all the way to east to sit down for lunch with me for half an hour...i tot onli i would do such things...oops...

we were just exchanging text and asking wat are we having for lunch..and he mentioned wateva i like..
den i was like =_='' Huh wat you meant? he eating wateva i like for his lunch?? HUH???
Den, he said he was on his way down to have lunch with me!!!!!!

Dumbfolded...i tot he was joking....
But he was there =D =D
see...i am such a little gal, fancy getting so excited for such a little minor thing...But i was really happy...delighted i can say *jumps jumps.

*u see...i'm not exaggerating...it would be not an issue if any other guys does tat to me...but i noe for my boy(i'm referring to Eugene Koo now) to do something like this...its a shocking matter...hahahah...

BF promises me that he will give me such surprises on and off if he can make ......ooooooooohhhhhh tats a serious honor of words...=O

Thanks darling! Yes! my Koo Kong Weng Eugene! loves u... u are getting ur hands on more on tackling ur gf needs hahahah....hearts u!


Sunday, August 30, 2009
Blogger failed- Eng of AUg 09

How fast another weekend passed?

Settled the rushing discussions and projects last month...And we are looking into a new month of September now.
It seems like we'll all having studies paranoid but so far its still so good, just need some heavy touch up on certain topics.

28 Aug 09
Friday was to Geylang for dinner-supper and crashed into bed the moment i reached home.

29 Aug 09
Saturday was to open an UOB savings account, hopefully and mind set, i hope i can really start saving. Catching the movie with boy - The Final Destination- Gore and bloody was 3 words to conclude.
Fish and Co like finally... Feel like we seldom spend like this as frequent..
I enjoyed myself...simple simple company was good.

30 Aug 09
Woke up to an lazy morning...Rushed my discussion and waited for boy to come. I like the fresh look he has after his shower when he dropped by, lunched with mummy and back home slacking with KTV.
=) Noes he tried to be stupid to entertain me...i Like!
He slept in my messed bed and i did groceries with mummy again which billed 130 this time...
Dinner-ed at home...and things were good...just that he leaves my place earlier on weekends..Just another mundane week...

Life seems to need a little spiced up...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm................
Wanted to touch the other confidement mode...but i'm glad i didnt take things too badly...i cant expect too much u see...but glad i am still here and not there...=D

Bloggers failing on me...cant load pics...*pouts..

Sunday, August 23, 2009
20-23 Aug!!!!!!!

OOPS....SINFUL since Thursday!
Thursday
Supposed to go for a swim but due to the first day of ghost gate opening, we decided to go for dinner!~
we went to a nice thai place...NICe!!!!!!
It was throat full!!!!!!!!!!! the tom yum was nice! for the price i may consider to go back one of these days...

Friday
After class i was starving like hell after Accounting... without boy was weird....ok la...i had a class without all of them the week before....We were hungry...and suddenly decided to go for DIMSUM at Geylang!!!!! hahah so the 3 ladies literally find our way through lanes of stares and YEAHHHHhhhhhh!!!!!!!Whoo Whoo!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday
Sneaked out with Eugene and his family to JB for dinner...The monstrous eater and me of cos...devoured a table full of delicacies....=)a bus puncture its wheel in the middle of the road and caused a loud *bomb sound...i tot how unlucky i was to meet terrorist attack...hahahaha...
On the way quarrelled with attitude kid and i shopped half an hour myself at causeway point.
~Got a new pair of heels =D
Sunday!
the sin didnt cease....tot wasnt meeting bf cos he has to mug but whinned...* er dunno if i reallly did and he came in the evening for dinner with me....think cos no one's home to buy me dinner..hahahaha...
den we went for Sakae Teppanyaki!! my craving....=D Rashes baby was eating happily too!I'm satisfied with this week!!!!!!
TML is my lunar chinese birthday!!!!!!!!!
I'm watching movie with my 2 Bedok ladies...hahahahah

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Friday, August 21, 2009
16/08/09

My 21st I had a birthday bash on my 21st.

Thanks lots for the wonderous and generous gifts!

LMP gang- XXX Toy
Candice & Chap- Chardonnay
Bimbo gang- Epiliator, Royce & Sunflower
Beauty Queen- Cash!
Buddy& her BF- Nina Ricci perfume
Resty, Caren, Dante & Gerry: Crabtree & Evelyn Set
Apple:Red packet
George & Paul: Red Packet
Gwen: Red Packet
Fiona, Irene & Rebecca: Capital land vouchers
Joseph & GF, Michelle- Cash
Brandon: Pink Pen
Godma & Uncle: Key set necklace & Red Packet
Ah Gim family: 2 Red Packets
Ex Bsn: Lacoste bag
Jessie: Necklace from SK
BF mummy: Necklace
Mummy and Kor Kor: Red Packet
Dawn, Andy, Jessi: Mini Coach Wristlet
Aunty XX: Guess Wallet


People were great! Thanks boy for coming down early to help me with the BBQ setting and decorations.Thank u for the flower and the Tiara u promised..

Thank you John and YY for the hospitality of serving my frens, thank your guys and my boy for constantly standing in the smoke to do the BBQing..

Thank you Bim for doing my last min shopping for Honey and chilli..You gals are my hot and spicy honeys!

Thank you queens for taking care of my frens, for getting those micellaneous batteries and drinks..
Thank you for helping Potato find his lost ring =_=''


It was a rushed night, i was paranoid...Trying to get all process done with and even forgetting to take pictures with all but thankfully Bf reminded me...
Day ended with BF and Meiling drunk and i slept at 2am? Couldnt get used to the chilly temperature and was up playing his computer till dawn hits.. And reading through my guest book - Loves~

Hit the hay as soon as i got home and missed tuition timing...
Hectic 21st birthday..
I really wished i could have a make up session with Boy but...hmmmm....dunno...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
2 year anni

Our 2 year anniversary..18/08/09
=) it was a simple day spent with him..nothing very much special but having him for a full day was good enough...
I was glad tat at least he is comfortable to share..i dunno wat lies ahead for me or us but i want you to know that as long as we are tgt i wan to be ur best galfren...
Lunched at Swensens which was pretty sinful...but it was an exception i told myself...hees...
Caught the Jack Neo ghost movie in the afternoon..i would say its not worth
Dinner was at an Indian Rest at Jurong Point...It was WOW!!!!!! i love the fish head curry!!!!!Dear promise to bring our parents there one day!!haahaa... , we'll see bout it...
my birthday bash was good!and these were some of my presents...i recieved quite an amount of red packet too tho...thanks peeps! thank u dear for these 2 years... i am happy having you with me...and i wished i will be the first one you will approach if you need anyone...hugs...


Monday, August 17, 2009
My 21st

Its 2am in the morning of monday 17th Aug 2009..
wells...i took 2 days annual leave...these couple of days made me realise a couple of matters to my concern...

i'm not really very happy...i dun deny tat i nv really emjoyed myself for this special day...response was good...guests were great but somehow i felt lost...
had a heart breakfast with mummy and dats all for the day...nv had anything else other than a few mouth of fav stingray...

lost count of ang baos...felt neglected in a way...thanks for the awesome gifts...especially to Joseph, Shirley and Brandon, i was a bad host..
got in touch with a number of ex colleagues....

Eugene and Meiling got drunk...find it hard to handle... but i felt confused....very...vexed and i am tired...does drunk words spells the truth???????? if u do read this...i really hope i noe every little thing about u....

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
My words and for you

I'm glad that for once, everything are sorta settled.

Its like a announcing in a loud hailer that yeah i'm turning 21...

Got Decos ready, 200 hundreds balloons, sculpture balloons, Birthday banners, lumninous stick, popper, sparkers..
Cake ordered, Buffet settled, Alcohol ready, I missed the mixers tho... (Will have to whine at hei hei to get for me on sat )
Mummy's getting the BBQ stuff on Thurs and i need miscellaeneous purchased ( thinks of heihei again )
Reminders sent, ppl confirmed, Yet..i am still not very sure of the attendence.

Wat should i wear? yeah...wat should i wear? i haven bought new clothes for that day...how sad...
Actally, frankly speakin, i do not like to be the centre of attraction
for this kinda occassion...

Glad i took the next 2 weekdays off..Just wanna spend some ample time with him..Just the both of us...I dun think i will really enjoy myself on the actual day...Coincidentally, our anniversary falls 2 days after my actual birthday...so i cant bug him to get something else for me...=( actually i could rite??? but i'm just being very nice lol...

Some thoughts for the past a year odd tgt with him...To ppl it seems like aeons, to me, sometimes it just feels like we just dated not long...tho without those lovey dovey times, sweet moments, those u noe fairy tale kinda relationship which may exist once in a blue moon during honeymoon period.
Felt very natural having him in my recent contact list, seeing him on weekends, and just having him in my sight at times makes me feel i have everything i am happy
with...

But of course..on a reality check, he may not be the final guy, but i noe that he will always be my first and special someone that i am glad that i have him, * maybe for now onli..i dunno...lol...

Alot of wants in my life but honestly, i am very much satisfied with what i have now....
My shortcomings, his imperfects...No one is made perfect....We should learn to digest this fact...Truthfully, i'm afraid when time just past so soon that i could hardly grab on to it...

But i just wan u to noe .. Eugene, Thank you for being my BF for close 2 years..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009
National Day weekend

This long weekend was good!
Sat started off with an evening at boy's place...trained and bused down myself to find us really not concentrating on our comm skills assessment.. i forgot wat we did...but time passed fast...we had Arnold's chicken at Hougang Green...It was really nice for the price you pay..

Den was a night walk around IMH...hahaha short 20 minutes fast stroll which made us convinced we burnt a few hundred calories for the sinful dinner...

Den was home to do last posting for financial accounting and Sis Caroline sent me home...

Sun was a day at my place...tried to study oso...but we didnt do much too!!! lol...Let colgate out of his cage finally...he is a MONSTER

Went for a run in the night...At our own ways...he did his 8km while i did my 3km..
I can conclude i need music to pace my speed...

Den we rushed to meet min and John for "UP"
it was funny and i sorta liked it...

Monday came by with a day at tutee's place with nutty picking me up for shopping at Vivo but i didnt get the denim dress...yes i look round in the M...but L was too big for me...=C

Boy and XM joined for lunch in awhile and BF and i left aftermath....Thanks nutty for the salad and double choc treat! i love it!
Got my party stuff ready...Balloon, poppers, luminous stick, banners, balloons, guestbooks...this yadayadas cost me hundreds...

I'm afraid time passed too fast...i'm scared of turning 21...=(
Gonna be a fast week...i noe...

Wednesday, August 05, 2009
Min's 21st

04 Aug 2009 marked a significant day of Beauty Queen's life =)

Why? because its the first step to our eldest Queen's adulthood!
My minmin is official 21!!

The celebration marked off with a full Queen's attendence at her birthday chalet at Pasir Ris Coasta Sands on 1st Aug 2009. We had lotsa full doing our own "blow job" and setting up the place...
BBQ-ing was the guys' job and i am really proud of my boy =)

It was naughty, cheeky and mischievous night but we really had fun!!!!!!
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of cos that's not all...The back up team of Joyjoy, Heihei and Meimei reported at Wisma Atria on the 4th Aug evening for a get together dinner sorta celebration with Minmin since she was PS-ed by her fling...lol

BUDGET with a presentation of a mini cupcake to min from crystal jade
Had dinner at Sushi and Grill and i loved the avocado fish roe salmon sushi!!!! Yummilicious...
Initial plan was budget and diet plan but it all ruined on that night.
We ordered 2 Katsu don, 1 curry Katsu son, 1 sushi platter, the fav avocado thingy and Seafood miso soup! It was a breakthrough our principles...lol....BUD bud BUD!!!!! stupid heihei mentioned Goodwoodpark was just around the corner and the sweet tooth hobbits- US, couldnt resist it all...

YES we sucumbbed to the Durian Fiesta!!!!!!!
Durian strudel, durian crepe and durian cake...WONDERS!!!!!

FATS AND CALORIES!!!! see them all in the series of foodwhore!










Monday, July 27, 2009
baby tsurugi

My colleagues baby boy Tsurugi....AAAAAAAaaaawwwwwwwww how adorable!!!!!!!
If confirm my son will be this cute, i dun mind having a kid now...SO CUTE!!!!!

*smiles

* beams



if i tie Colgate to a Huge Helium Balloon, Will he fly??? grinx
I told queens wat i wan for my brithday....hahahha....=X

Bims already had a clue wat to get......
I noe wat to ask from Colleagues......
hahah...settled.... and i noe wat is it for cake...hahahahahah....

* jumps jumps...

i am smuggling my polar monster in...i dun care =)

Sunday, July 26, 2009
end to July 09

For once, i'm glad its Monday in a couple of hours...

thanks that there are alot of things to keep me bothered and occupied...

Aug will be fine...it will be... =)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009
for my sayang


My sayang urged me to update, and i do realise that i am really lagging in updates....too many photos esp when i chose to upload on facebook, i neglect blogspot.
lol..
Wells...all you know...my life revolves around 4Fs
-Family
-Friends
-Fanshu
-Food


=D
Its some lovely meet ups in between weekends and sometimes even short dinners together with Beauty Queens made us closer...Maybe i missed out abit in Alice's life but i really hope i can be closer to her, give me some chance please my pretty...Its really good to know more about their guys, sometimes i really wished mine will be able to share as much..

Wala, meet ups withe them revolves around food...at home or outside, we feed ourselves the best...lol
Bakerzin Oreo Cheese cake, Arnold's Delivery, Desserts...nv fail to lift up the smile and end with a bulging tummy too...
I was throwing temper while wating for the chicken from Arnold. I love the choleslaw....LOts!
I realise i get sulky when i am hungry...i get high when i am tired...lol...
even combed my place for bake salmon head...they devoured the eyes and Xue Mei actually cleaned off the meat!And slacking at homes-----
Min min's birthday is around the corner so will mine...argh....vexed..

Did i say i love KTV on weekend afternoons? Hei Hei and i got an uber big room that afternoon for 2 of us...i think its upposed to be a room for 20 peeps?lol...its cheap with teriyaki salmon Bento too!
See...random dinners are great damage le...i love nihon muru's salmon belly soup and thier mentai's dishes..its is a must order everytime i go =) * dear take note ar!
Desserts some random evenings tats my favourite - mango sago with pomelo....for some weird reason i cant upload my own picture....lalalal....ok...uplaod next batch soon...